Maturity

The sky was beautiful and sunny with a cold breeze flowing through the cloudy weather. At that moment, I was looking out the windows and wondering about the world, when I was staring towards the sea through that window, everthing seems to be pretty nice and cooling as where I was standing, in that living room. In fact I had always been wondering about answers in people's behaviour and character or perhaps my very own character.
Just for example, seeing through that window as if its the 'eye' into people's heart & mind (the sea represents people's heart and mind/ circumstances and situations)

How do I deceifer this "scenery"? What were the answers?
There weren't any answers for me at that moment.

As I was wondering, then my friend came in to the living room. We started a short conversation about the sea and their lives of interest to stay by the sea. While she was sharing about her life before she got married, I "realize" most people are uncertain about their lifes at the start. They walk through life by finding places or things of interest to entertain themselve or keep themselve occupied to go through life itself without a true meaning in life. The hopes and dreams just to fullfill their "dreams of joy and amusement" which they wished or dreamed of when they were younger. I, myself is not spared from this either.

When people grew older, they "realize" and begin to settle down. That is how she said. That she had enough time travelling around the world and she is tired"

The point is we're just human beings, everything is just temporal. A person will only realize what they want if they think that is what they wanted at first, but at a certain point of life, they will realize that is not what they wish for anymore. (Not everybody will understand what I'm trying to say)

The truth is I've found the answer to all this questions - at LAST. The answer will be kept within me, only to be known to others if they seek for it. This answer is very valuable to me, as many might not appreciate it.

For I only wish to seek and find maturity through this truth, as it has given me a more realistic maturity then physical maturity itself.